Next step - good step

O my... today the next step of the big jump - preparation appeared...: I have a (temporary) house!

Pictures above are to give you the idea of what it looks like (the middle two are of the "hofje" where I am: left is the front view of the entrance and right gives you a peek into its garden).

What goes on in my head now, is bloody difficult to explain. In fact, explaining it is that difficult that I won't even bother trying. The mixed feelings are a bit overwhelming. To get my thoughts straight, I need to let it sink in.

But a brain working at high speed sorting out its emotional state, doesn't necessarily mean that it's all depressing; (well, it might be) but to block the most depressing thoughts, why not try to cheer myself up a little bit. With the usual recipe, of course.

Now, this time it's rather different than what you would expect. Yes, it's Michael W. Smith, and yes, he's religious and makes worship-music, but this is just SO uplifting!! Every time I hear it, it makes me feel good. Or at least feel better.
And hey, ~love me good~, that can be applied to anything and anyone, right?

And now you just have to excuse me, I'm going to try to feel good.
J